Challenge: One Moment
Last Revised: November 4, 2006

Summary: One moment can change everything
Disclaimer: I don’t own ‘em, wish I did.
Genre: General
Rating: T, for now.
Ship: Sydney/Sky

AN: Set after Sam Pt. 2

 

Everything Changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming
But still lie awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

 

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this

-- Kelly Clarkson, A Moment Like This --

 

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I can’t help the small sigh that escapes me as Sky walks me to my room.  For the last few minutes I’ve been in heaven, and the reason for that is the strong arm currently wrapped around my waist.  After Sam called us old and weird, to which I said I wasn’t old and Jack said just weird, Sky wrapped his arm around me.  He hasn’t let me go since then either.  I’m practically plastered to his side, not that I mind.  I’m just curious about the sudden shift in attitude.

 

“You okay?” Sky asks softly.

 

I look up at him and nod once.  “I’m fine,” I whisper and lean against him, wanting to imprint the moment in my memory.  Any time I get to be this close to him, I have to make sure I savor it, because I don’t know when or if there’ll ever be another.

 

“You aren’t really upset about being called old, are you?” he teases me.

 

“No,” I giggle.  “My uncle and I are only about eleven or so years apart, so I can see how Sam would think we’re old.  I use to call my uncle old too.”

 

“Okay, just checking,” he grins at me.  “Come on, we all need some rest after today.”

 

We stop at my and Z’s door.  Carefully, I step away from him only to have him take my hand.  I’m a little confused by his rubbing the top of my hand with his thumb, so I look at him strangely.  “Sky?”

 

“What?” he asks, looking up from where his gaze is on my hand.

 

I let one eyebrow arch as I stare at him.  He’s looking kind of sheepish as he continues to caress my skin.  “Are you going to let my hand go?’

 

“Sorry,” he mutters.  The blush on his face makes me wonder what’s going on with him.

 

“Are you okay?” I ask even as I bring my free hand up to touch his face.  I’m surprised when he leans into the palm of my hand, almost nuzzling it.

 

“Yeah.  Goodnight Syd,” he whispers before letting my hand go and heading for his room.  I’m left standing in the hallway, unsure of what just happened.  I could have sworn for a moment Sky almost wanted to say something else to me.  He’s been acting strange for a few days no, ever since he carried me in from sleeping under a tree outside.  It’s almost like he’s got feelings for me beyond friendship.

 

It hits me so suddenly that I’m stunned to the point that I can’t breath.  I stumble into my room and fall down on my bed.  Oh my God, why didn’t I see it before?  All this time he’s been pushing me away, not because he hates me, but because he’s in love with me.  He’s afraid of getting close to people, because of how he lost his father and more recently because Dru left the academy and mysteriously disappeared.  It’s no wonder he’s turned into a sourpuss on me!

 

“You okay?” Z suddenly asks.  I squeak in surprise and turn my head to look at her.  “Syd, what’s wrong?”

 

“Why didn’t I see it before?  One little moment and now everything’s changed!” I rant, closing my eyes.

 

I know Z’s looking at me like I’ve lost my mind, which I may very well have.  Sydney?”

 

“Sky’s in love with me!” I chirp in shock.

 

“Well duh! You just now noticed that?”

 

My eyes pop open and I look over at Z and stare at her.  “You knew?” I accuse.

 

My yellow teammate just grins at me and nods.  “You just now figured that out?  Everyone’s known, Princess, for quite a while might I add.”

 

I’m shocked beyond belief.  Normally, Bridgey would have told me something like this by now, but considering all the subtle hints he’s been giving me for the last year, I’m suddenly surprised I didn’t get it.  “Oh God!”

 

Z’s still smirking at me, and it’s starting to irritate me.  “Are you going to be okay?”

 

“NO!” I screech at her, sitting up on my bed.  Without a thought, I grab Peanuts and pull him to my chest.  “Z, you don’t get it.  I’ve been in love with him for over a year now.  Until just recently, he’s pushed me away and been rude and obnoxious and so unlike the Sky I got to know when I got here.  Like I told you that first week you joined, he never gets easier to live with, and I should know.  I’ve lived with him longest.”

 

“Okay, my next question is what are you going to do about it?”

 

I mull over that question.  The answer is clear enough.  “To be honest, I don’t know if I am going to do anything about it.”

 

Z’s staring at me in quiet shock.  Sydney?”

 

I can only shake my head.  I’m still trying to process the new information.  Dreams that I all but put down for never going to happen suddenly have been given renewed life.  I’m scared of the possibilities.  I’m suddenly reminded of a movie my mom use to watch when I was little.  It was called Where The Heart Is.  There’s a quote from it that I’ve always remembered.  ‘Time can change in every breath we take’.  The same can be said for moments – it only takes one moment to change your life.  For good, for bad, it only takes a moment.